I've been thinking, and I've come to realize that I don't really use buzzy all that much if not at all anymore. Not really since May.

And now that I put my myspace back in commission(sp?) I've spent even LESS time here.

The main reasons I would stay was because in the begining there were so many people that I'd talk to on a regular basis. And the new info on MCR (which at the time I found myself COMPLETLY obsessed over).

As time went on the people stopped talking and the news slowed down. Now that MCR is on a hiatus, there was VERY little keeping me here.

I had redussed(sp?) buzzy to a mere photo-hosting site for when i needed to put a pic on another site like myspace.

I had but a few maybe 2-3 friends that I really enjoyed talking to and now even they have stopped talking. One i have on myspace which gives me even less of a reason to stay HERE.

The one that I had considered as my BEST friend on here seems to now ignore me completly, and maybe she doesn't realize it but it happens.

Now, I'm not expecting anyone to give me pitty or reasons why I should stay but the whole reason I came was to not feel so alone in my little place I'm suppose to call home.

I mean, you guys were there when I went through my depression, my attempt at suicide the day after x-mas, my getting published as a poet and even my artistic accomplishments. Heck, you were the first that knew I was Bi and my struggles to tell my friends and family. And then you were even there for the most recent news, my new bf, Mike W. [and possibly now an Ex...idk yet. Even HE seems to be ignoring me too now //_v,)]

For all these reasons, I stayed because at one time or another, YOU cared. But now...it seems I'm old news, less exciting, and not worth the time. And I accept this.

It took me awhile, but I've come to let this go. I really did like buzzy and loved the people because there were some true gems in here if you just took the time to look, or get lucky enough for one of those gems to find you first.

This is probably the last thing I type in buzzy for along time, if not forever. I'm still on the fence about if I will quit but I'm almost 100% certain I will, like 98% sure.

I still love you guys but it's not mutual, I know. If you still want to talk to me, you can contact me on myspace: http://www.myspace.com/yourlilemogirl_tay

It's private so just send me a f/r and a msg saying you're from buzznet.com.

This ISN'T a ploy to get my friend count #'s up.

I just want to keep in contact with those few people, if any, who still matter :)

-Tay