July 28, 2008I'm Thinking That I'm Finally Gonna Quit Buzznet....I've been thinking, and I've come to realize that I don't really use buzzy all that much if not at all anymore. Not really since May.
And now that I put my myspace back in commission(sp?) I've spent even LESS time here.
The main reasons I would stay was because in the begining there were so many people that I'd talk to on a regular basis. And the new info on MCR (which at the time I found myself COMPLETLY obsessed over).
As time went on the people stopped talking and the news slowed down. Now that MCR is on a hiatus, there was VERY little keeping me here. I had redussed(sp?) buzzy to a mere photo-hosting site for when i needed to put a pic on another site like myspace. I had but a few maybe 2-3 friends that I really enjoyed talking to and now even they have stopped talking. One i have on myspace which gives me even less of a reason to stay HERE.
The one that I had considered as my BEST friend on here seems to now ignore me completly, and maybe she doesn't realize it but it happens.
Now, I'm not expecting anyone to give me pitty or reasons why I should stay but the whole reason I came was to not feel so alone in my little place I'm suppose to call home.
I mean, you guys were there when I went through my depression, my attempt at suicide the day after x-mas, my getting published as a poet and even my artistic accomplishments. Heck, you were the first that knew I was Bi and my struggles to tell my friends and family. And then you were even there for the most recent news, my new bf, Mike W. [and possibly now an Ex...idk yet. Even HE seems to be ignoring me too now //_v,)]
For all these reasons, I stayed because at one time or another, YOU cared. But now...it seems I'm old news, less exciting, and not worth the time. And I accept this.
It took me awhile, but I've come to let this go. I really did like buzzy and loved the people because there were some true gems in here if you just took the time to look, or get lucky enough for one of those gems to find you first.
This is probably the last thing I type in buzzy for along time, if not forever. I'm still on the fence about if I will quit but I'm almost 100% certain I will, like 98% sure.
I still love you guys but it's not mutual, I know. If you still want to talk to me, you can contact me on myspace: http://www.myspace.com/yourlilemogirl_tay It's private so just send me a f/r and a msg saying you're from buzznet.com. This ISN'T a ploy to get my friend count #'s up. I just want to keep in contact with those few people, if any, who still matter :)
-Tay
Posted on 07/28/2008 8:33 AM Comments (1)
May 20, 2008After School Care Has The Most INTERESTING Characters....Who'da thunk it that someone i was sitting next to would try to sell me CONDOMS???? xD I love my school sometimes :P Peace xoxo -Tay
Posted on 05/20/2008 8:22 PM Comments (0)
May 19, 2008well....I've waited 2-3 HOURS and...i'm guessing he's not coming back on tonight(today..w/e) and so im just gonna make myself that 2nd hotpocket..and go to bed i guess...
Night all and i pray that M. Dude didn't get into trouble last night for his incoming "package".
Bitter-Sweet dreams and God bless i guess.
Night.
-Tay
Posted on 05/19/2008 11:12 PM Comments (0)
What I'm Doin':...
-Tay
Posted on 05/19/2008 9:07 PM Comments (0)
May 18, 2008My Most Favorite Poem: La Belle Dame sans Merci, by John KeatsO what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, Alone and palely loitering? The sedge has withered from the lake, And no birds sing.
O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, So haggard and so woe-begone? The squirrel’s granary is full, And the harvest’s done.
I see a lily on thy brow With anguish moist and fever dew, And on thy cheek a fading rose, Fast withereth too.
I met a lady in the meads, Full beautiful-a faery’s child; Her hair was long, her foot was light, And her eyes were wild.
I made a garland for her head, And bracelets too, and fragrant zone; She looked at me as she did love, And made sweet moan.
I set her on my pacing steed, And nothing else saw all day long, For sidelong would she bend, and sing, A faery’s song.
She found me roots of relish sweet, And honey wild, and manna dew, And sure in language strange she said- “ I love thee true!”
She took me to her elfin grot, And there she wept and sighed full sore, And there I shut her wild eyes With kisses four.
And there she lulled me asleep, And there I dreamed-ah! Woe betide! The latest dream I ever dreamed On the cold hill’s side.
I saw pale kings and princes too, Pale warriors, death-pale were they all; They cried-”La Belle Dame sans Merci Hath thee in thrall!”
I saw their starved lips in the gloam, With horrid warning gaped wide, And I awoke and found me here, On the cold hill’s side.
And this is why I sojourn here, Alone and palely loitering, Though the sedge is withered from the lake, And no birds sing.
Posted on 05/18/2008 6:09 PM Comments (1)
There Is A Little Spider That Is Living On It's Web Outside My Bedroom Window...I shall name him… CARL :D
-Tay
Posted on 05/18/2008 3:18 PM Comments (1)
May 17, 2008My Boyfriend/Girlfriend Application filled out for Mikey^^Full Name: Katherine Taylor Garza Griffin Young Marry me: i said YES didn't i? lol
Posted on 05/17/2008 3:44 PM Comments (0)
What I'm Doin' Right Now:AS of 5:12 pm: Watching House on USA :D
MARATHON BABY!! WOOO! xD So that's what i plan on doin til about 11 tonight. Then a Law & Order: SVU at lke..11-11:30?
:D I'll be checking in here around...5:30 or 6 pm ^^ TTYL peeps. -Tay
Posted on 05/17/2008 3:14 PM Comments (0)
May 13, 2008Look At What Mikey Gave Me Today! :D (This Made My Heart Melt!)Taylor’s Poem I love the way you look at me when i say that I Love You. I love the way your eyes gleam when i say that I Love You Too. I love the way you hold me when i'm having a bad day. And i love the way you know just exactly what to say. I love it that you look at me then everything's ok. I love that simply seeing you always makes my day. I love it that you understand what i'm going through. And i love that you know how i feel and how i feel is true. I find it hard to say out loud just exactly how i feel, So i'm wrting down these words just to prove that it's all real. And now that its all written down i hope that you can see, That really only one thing can set me free. It's your Love your Touch your Kiss your Warmth your Smiles.... It's YOU
- I love you so much Tay and I really wanna marry you too and can't wait till it happens.
Mike W.
Posted on 05/13/2008 6:36 PM Comments (3)
Guess What?...I'm:
:P P.S. I Love Chu Mike!!!! Can't wait for our wedding!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333333333333333 -Tay ............i want bubblegum :P
Posted on 05/13/2008 5:32 PM Comments (4)
May 4, 2008I Seem To Have A Growing Swallow Problem.....I May Never Sleep Again...
You know those birds called Swallows? Ya, the ones that Frank Iero has tattooed on his stomach... Well guess what. I have a new problem with these birds. No not the ones on Frank but the real deal. See, I moved into my new house just about a year ago. Not a SINGLE LIFE FORM was to be seen except for the little trees that are planted. There were no birds to be heard or anything, quite depressing. But then a flock of Swallows moved in and I was sooo happy. I would watch them from my room window on the second floor almost everyday. I would enjoy their songs and saw that they took nest in the house next to me. When I would do the yard work, they'd sit on the Street Sign and watch me. I thought they were so cute! BUT THEN IT HAPPENED.... There I am, writing my speach for my election at school and I look at the clock, 5 AM is blarring at me. I figured I should get some sleep and wake up around noon to work on my posters. 8 O'Clock comes around and TWEET TWEET CHIRP TWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET! I open my eyes slowly and hear it louder and louder and it goes on like this for about 15 minutes. It Stopped. I sighed and closed my eyes. 5 Minutes later, TWEET TWEET CHIRP CHIRP CHIRP TWEEEEEEEET! I open my eyes and look around. It sounded as if it were coming from my room. I investigate, tripping along the way since im still dead tired. I find the source and lo' and behold I was right i my guess. I look outside my window and yes, it's the Swallows. They're doing some sort of mating dance in mid-flight. And they seem to have taken a new roost in the corner of my room. On the outside of course, on the roof. So yes, I have a new alarm clock. A Love Sick Flock Of Swallows.....AGH....
-Tay
Posted on 05/04/2008 10:36 AM Comments (2)
April 21, 2008My School was on FIRE Today :D Actually it wasn't ANYTHING like the pic you see above. Thank God! it was barely anything mentionable. Mostly smoke and stuff. They had like 5 fire engines come down to my school (which took forever to get there) and inspect the place as we students stood outside getten eaten alive by misquitoes and drained with the humidity.
in the end, we were aloud to go back in though the fire marshals were still there for awhile to try and find the source of the smoke. Which smelt like burnt marshmellows.
-Tay
Posted on 04/21/2008 6:27 PM Comments (2)
March 23, 2008Fuse's The Sauce: Some Maybe Not So Secret Secrets!: Holly Hannula, Steven Smith, Jared Cotter..
Ever wonder what happenned to Holly? She just kinda "disappeared" from the show, never to be spoken of again. No reason was really given for her leaving the show. Her last show was before the X-mas Break: Dec. 13th, 2007. Anyone hear anthing???? I miss her, i just found out she wasn't coming back! I had thought she was just sick, but sadly no.
Now, we all (should) know that Steven, dear sweet, funny, yummy, smexy..etc. Steven has worked at : VH-1, MTV (i think?), been a 6 or 7th grade Teacher, and appeared on Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. BUT did you know that he works(ed) on a channel called MOJOHD. The show he works on is called GEARED UP. Look and see for yourself!: http://www.mojohd.com/mojoseries/gearedup/ : Geared Up vids w/ Steven as the host! http://www.mojohd.com/mojoseries/gearedup/about.jsf : Geared Up Host Info including STEVEN SMITH.
Jared Cotter: Of course we all knew that Jared was from Season 6 of American Idol. After getting off of that hype, he was hired to be a co-host on Fuse's The Sause after guest appearing/hosting The Sauce a few times. Where of such, they would (jokingly) "runn outta time" for his singing. Since Holly's leaving, He is now a full-time host for The Sauce. Hoping to launch his singing carreer as well, he has a few of his songs on his myspace.
-Tay
Posted on 03/23/2008 10:18 PM Comments (2)
After seeing the commercial for Spirit: Stallion of the Cimmeron....
Posted on 03/23/2008 12:55 PM Comments (2)
Go To This Site!
Posted on 03/23/2008 11:43 AM Comments (2)
The Old Skool MCR Games
SWEET REVENGE VIDEO GAME: http://www.mychemicalromance.com/game/game.html
HELENA VIDEO GAME: http://www.mychemicalromance.com/helenagame/
Posted on 03/23/2008 5:03 AM Comments (5)
MCR was nominated for the Best Rock Band Ever Award...and guess WHAT!....They did it! My Chemical Romance have won the Kerrang!TV competition for Best Rock Band EVER!!! Yep, that’s right, the competition wasn’t just for Best Rock Band of 2008 or Of The Century, nope, it was for Best Rock Band EVER!!! With some very strong and also very talented competition, our guys have managed to achieve THE BEST out of 100 other amazing bands!!! They managed to reach the NO.1 slot, even though they were up against some pretty stiff competition and legendary Rock Bands, such as.... The Who, Iron Maiden, The Sex Pistols, Guns n Roses, Ozzy Osbourne, Foo Fighters, and Green Day .... To name but a few, My Chemical Romance did it, and i know that you will all be very proud of them. Sooooooo....... CONGRATULATIONS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
All New! The 100 Best Rock Bands Ever!Friday from 5pmWho is the greatest band of all time? Who rocks harder than anyone else? Find out as we present the 100 Best Rock Bands Ever! ^that's the ad on Kerrang.com for the awards, featuring a MCR pic!^ This only CONFIRMS what we, The MCRmy, knew from the very begining :D *all borrowed from another posting*
Posted on 03/23/2008 2:06 AM Comments (6)
March 20, 2008omg omg omg omg click on this you HAVE TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Posted on 03/20/2008 3:17 AM Comments (0)
March 14, 2008I'm NEVER EATING AGAIN!
After weighing myself not to long ago….I’ve decided to never consume more than: 1. A SINGLE ½ bowl of cereal in the morning’. 2. Three small spoonfuls of school lunch at noon…ish… 3. And FINALLY…I guess maybe ½ a bowl of chicken noodle soup or something in the afternoons. So I’m guessing that this means no more Chinese food every single f**king day…hooray! J …I mean…boohoo L But I guess this also means no more Tex-Mex food either….now that’s worth a REAL tear :’[ But it MUST be done! I’m tired of the name calling by the local Fat Kid HIMSELF! And he’s DEF. no one to talk! I’m just lucky that I don’t look my weight…..I wonder where my body puts it all??…. But Thank God I don’t look it, or I may look just like him one day! O_O’ Don’t get me wrong, I’m not fat, I’m just not "SKINNY". So thank you Corp. America, for all the photoshopping..ahem..I mean…touch-ups that you do to make women and men alike to be so gosh darn God-Like-Looking! J Thanks to you, I haven’t been called “hot” since I was 8 and weighed like 60 lbs. D:{ - SINcerely, Tay
Posted on 03/14/2008 8:42 PM Comments (2)
March 13, 2008Adult Q's - Don't Be A Pussy....Cat xDAdult Questions - Don't Be a baby
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
credit to: larz776
Posted on 03/13/2008 1:32 AM Comments (2)
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